Reader,

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There’s something we don’t say out loud often enough:
​Therapists aren’t just trained to be cautious. We’re trained to be scared.
​Scared of getting it wrong.
Scared of the board.
Scared of liability.
Scared that one misstep means losing everything we worked for.

And scared therapists don’t practice therapy:

• They perform compliance.
• They follow scripts.
• They repeat protocols instead of relating.
• They protect the institution instead of the human in front of them.

We didn’t become healers to do this. But the system shaped us into it.

Fear wasn’t an accident. It was a training goal:

From the moment we enter grad school, the message is clear:

• “Document everything.”
• “Cover yourself.”
• “If you think it, write it down.”
• “Safety first” (which usually means institutional safety, not human safety).

We weren’t taught to trust our instincts.
We weren’t taught to trust our clients.
We weren’t taught to trust relationships.

We were taught that the only thing keeping us from destruction was strict adherence to a colonial protocol written decades ago by people who did not know — and never intended to know — our clients’ realities.

And here’s the thing most of us don’t realize:

• Fear-based training produces fear-based practitioners.
• Fear-based practitioners produce fear-based care.

And fear-based care is neither healing nor liberatory.

Fear makes us small:

When fear is in the room — not our clarity, not our presence — everything narrows:

• our questions become scripted
• our curiosity collapses
• our attunement disappears
• our relational wisdom shuts down
• our ability to see the client’s context evaporates
• our imagination shrinks to “protocol”
• and our creativity becomes “liability.”

Fear squeezes the life out of our clinical intuition. And clients can feel it.
(Especially clients who have been policed, monitored, or institutionalized.)

Fear convinces us that the safest thing is to overreact.
Fear convinces us that risk is more important than dignity.
Fear convinces us that escalation is “best practice.”
Fear convinces us that we are responsible for preventing something we cannot control — and that the consequences for failure are catastrophic.

None of this nurtures healing. But all of it protects the system.

The system needs us scared:

Because scared therapists:

• don’t question policies
• don’t challenge protocols
• don’t name oppression
• don’t listen deeply
• don’t diverge from scripts
• don’t act with imagination
• don’t build community-based alternatives
• don’t trust themselves
• and don’t trust their clients

Scared therapists can be counted on to uphold the status quo. And the status quo is colonial, carceral, and designed to punish distress.

So of course we learned fear. We learned it well.
Many of us mastered it. But mastery of fear is not clinical wisdom.

It is colonized conditioning.

So what now?

We unlearn fear. We reclaim relationship. We root ourselves in liberatory ethics rather than institutional obedience.
We remember that our license is not the point. Our liberation is. Our clients’ liberation is.

And the more we decolonize our internal stance, the more spacious our practice becomes.

You don’t need to be reckless.
You don’t need to be perfect.
You do need to be present, relational, culturally grounded, human, and unwilling to collapse into fear-driven scripts.

This is the work.

And we can do it together.

💫 REFLECTION PROMPTS:

1. How much of my “crisis response” is actually a fear response rooted in training?
2. When I feel fear in the room, who am I protecting — the client, the community, or the institution?
3. What is one moment in my career when fear overrode my clinical intuition? What does that memory still teach me?
4. What would my practice look like if institutional fear was not in the driver’s seat?
5. Whose voice do I hear when I worry about “getting in trouble”? Is it mine — or a professor, supervisor, institution, board, or policy?

🌿 A PRACTICE:

The “Fear → Freedom” Reset
Use this anytime you feel the fear of “getting it wrong” rising in your body.

Step 1: Name the fear. (10 seconds)
​Quietly say to yourself:

Notice where fear sits in your body.

Step 2: Re-anchor in your values. (20 seconds)
​Place one hand on your chest. One on your belly.
Say:

Feel the difference.

Step 3: Ask a different question. (20 seconds)
​Instead of “What’s safest for my license?” ask:

Let your clinical imagination expand.

Step 4: Take one step toward attunement, not compliance. (30 seconds)
​This could be:

• asking a grounding, humanizing question
• inviting the client’s wisdom
• naming the context honestly
• slowing yourself down
• resisting escalation

The goal: practice anti-fear, not anti-risk.
​Liberatory practice is relational, not defensive.

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In community,

Silvana @ Decolonize Your Practice​

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PS. If this kind of deep reflection + embodied practice feels supportive…
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